As you've never seen it before

Through the fog, you find absolute beauty.and this is why I adore black and white photography. You see so much more than you ever would in color. This man is amazing.

http://www.timmkoelln.com/lo_stelvio/

I have to tell you, I've never felt so much betrayal, pain, anger, sadness, and hatred in all my life. Perhaps because I must encounter the cause of this everyday and I am unable to escape it. My escapism has fled me while I am trying so hard to grasp it. I'm floating in and out of a foggy haze that I'm not sure will lift. The facade faded long ago, I'm exhausted and want to be done but yet I'm trapped in it. Its consuming me little by little, more and more each day. My weakness is feeling, honesty, and passion. Nobody is true anymore, nobody feels anymore, nobody is honest anymore, those who are don't succeed or they are eroded. Surreptitious, passiveness, ageism, artfully cunning behavior is what one needs. Only time will tell if I survive...

Today was a horribly black day. perhaps I'll see about Wednesday, if tomorrow is better.